Snow Again by Jacob M. Appel
Raging against the grizzly dawn
Shoulders burning and cheeks aflame
Yet the drive still a sea of level white
I spot a child’s nose pressed against
The neighbor’s glass. My dormant,
Ice-braced shovel stands a yardstick
By which to measure work undone
And yet undoing.
Only scrapes from my neighbor’s dig
Mar our reveries: his child dreaming
Of igloo forts and ammunition globes
While he anticipates a future frigid morn
When his son will grow into his labors,
And he will watch with his own nose
Pressed to the same frost-latticed glass,
Cozy in the pride of a job well-done.
That’s the crick with kids and shoveling:
They do for a while. Then they don’t.
Originally published in The Cynic in Extremis (Able Muse Press, 2018)
Jacob M. Appel MD JD MPH is Director of Ethics Education in Psychiatry at the Icahn School of Medicine and an emergency room psychiatrist in the Mount Sinai Health System. Jacob is the author of eighteen books of fiction, nonfiction and poetry, including a compendium of ethical conundrums drawn from medicine and healthcare (Who Says You're Dead?). He is co-chair of the Group for the Advancement of Psychiatry's Committee on Law & Psychiatry and a judge for the National Book Critics Circle Awards. More at: www.jacobmappel.com